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So the past few weeks, I have had no time to really look at wedding ideas or even tips. Work has been crazy.(Some background - job is on a grant. Grant has not be renewed yet. Do not know if it will. It was looking like Aug 31 would be last day of work. So I had been looking like crazy for a new job. Got news yesterday the current job could be extended to October 31. So still looking for a new job) Because of issues at work, I have not been wanting to do anything. Been sitting in my rooom and zonning out on either Unreal Tournament or a Wii game. I am tired. I just want a good job that I actually enjoy and will like to do for a long time. But I have not found one yet. Also because of this, I am trying to save money in whatever way I can. It is hard, but will have to do it. However, since, I might lose my job, trying to get as many doctor visits in as possible before losing my health insurance.

Been trying to get in shape for June 30th. I would like to lose a lot of weight for my wedding. Having a wedding is a great motivation, but the heat is a dismotivator. I just cannot stand the heat lately. I am glad that this week it is in the upper 70s in the morning instead of the 80s. I have decided to go walking every morning in September. Then in October pick running back up when it is not as hot. Plus walking now will help out with the running in October. I want to try to add a .5 mile or a mile every two weeks starting in October. I will not be looking for a dress until January. That way I should be able to drop a few sizes to be able to get a great style. Designers just do not have the greatest looking dresses for the bigger sizes.